2:34 p.m. - Tuesday, Nov. 03, 2009
oscar-worthy?
i just called to get the gas turned on in the new apt. and blanca is getting my bed paid off. im feeling nervous, anxious. im fooling myself if i thought the brown kid rejecting me didnt hurt a little. it did. i liked him and liked him liking me. sometimes like isnt enough... im a little jealous of frilly. she gets most of his attention when shes around. and he acted liked the attraction wasnt mutual, but their body language doesnt lie. i am glad that we hung out a few times, cause i saw things i didnt like about him. its only a little annoying when its directed at other people, but if directed at me it wouldve been really hard to let go. and since that is clearly part of who he is, we wouldnt have been compatible for long. once the chemistry wore off, idve wondered how i got there in the first place. lucky i can see the future, huh?
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